Ummm okay Hi there ... ! I don't even know who I'm saying hi to. I mean ... maybe a few people will read this ... like  5 to 10, BUT ...
What the f**k I'm doing wrong. Okay, I'm not some pageview whore or something, but cumooon ... my art deserves more. I want to have friends here, to chat, to write comments, to enter contests, to do collaborations, to join clubs ... to be a F*CKIN' part of dA. For now ... I'm just a ghost. And my art is seen only from random people who randomly saw it ... just a coincidence ! I don't want to be like that ya know.
What I'm doing wrong ? Maybe ... I'm too lazy to add favorites, write comments, submit journal entries, send notes to people and stuff, but ... that's only cuz I feel like a ... stranger to all this. Like someone who has to stay in the shadows ... I feel guilty for ... not doing anything xD ?! Maybe it's cuz I don't belive in myself and my art ... maybe it's cuz I've eaten enough hate around some forums and I'm scared from people behavior in the Net ... I don't know which is it OR maybe ... it's all of that. The problem is that people are acting too cocky and offensive in the internet, cuz they know You can't reach 'em and knock their stupid heads off, I don't know.
The only thing I know is that I want to become SOMETHING here ... and I don't want my art to be the reason ... I want the reason to be M E ... and myself as a person. I tried to reach some ppl ... but as You can see, nothing happened. I know when you're someone like me ... someone who has to do a LOT to be recognized ... I know that you must be more ... insolent or something like that, but ... I'm not that kind of person.

Aaand so ... that's it for now. I hope that someone will read this and ... say a thing or two about what he/she thinks.

P.S. Thanks for reading this ... you must be crazy ...